1. |
||||
Let's die at the same time
Let's get in a car crash and not wear our seat belts
Or go directly to Times Square for the nuclear bomb
Let's die at the same time
Let's swim in the storm surge of a hypercane
Or let's go to a protest and flip off a cop
Everything sucks but you don't
Everything sucks but you don't suck
Everything sucks but you don't
Everything sucks, so don't you dare leave me alone
Let's die at the same time
Let's perform an abortion in the middle of Texas
Or plan an open rebellion on an unencrypted messaging app
How could it be this bad, but also be this good
Hamlet ain't got shit on my dissonance
|
||||
2. |
I'm Afraid
04:09
|
|||
I'm afraid I've finally found a lovely piece of stable ground
I'm afraid it's not the stable ground I've sought
I'm afraid of overthinking, and overthinking my overthinking
'Til I collapse under the weight of all my thoughts
I'm afraid of doing laundry every week the rest of my life
I'm afraid that maybe laundry's meaningful
And I'm afraid that I'm incapable of attaining peace of mind
I'm afraid of even aiming for that goal
I'm afraid that I won't cry when I find out my grandparents die
I'm afraid I'll need to cover up a laugh
'Cause I'm afraid I've never suffered, and I'm afraid to lose that buffer
I'm afraid I won't survive the aftermath
I'm afraid that if I go on a little dose of Lexapro
That I'll lose some key component of myself
But I'm afraid I'm gonna hear that I should not express that fear
And I'm afraid of stigmatizing mental health
I'm afraid that when you hear this, you won't be able to relate
I'm afraid I'm going through this on my own
And I'm afraid there'll come a day when you decide that I'm too much
I'm afraid I'll have to be too much alone
I'm afraid I'm sounding like my exes
I'm afraid that this time I'm the crazy one
|
If you like Zach and the Lateblumers, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp